To an Old Latin Teacher
Snow fell all night and suddenly there was morning:
a startling vision from a familiar window,
while yet an ordinary sight: a
neighboring hill had become itself more
completely, thrusting forward in all that sunlight
as having donned a secular alb with which to
set out along the gleaming paths of
vision extending in all directions
and so what one had always been quite aware of
had shown a new significance now—or merely
revealed what it had always meant (this
must have been slowly accumulating).
I know this keeps on happening all the time with
what one has lived with knowledge about but never,
until now only, knowledge of, then
suddenly seeing it one bright morning . . .
as if like some Chocorua or Monadnock
I'd left alone for others to climb, I saw the
hill as a text I'd only known in
pieces; and such was my understanding
of Horace. Never having him as a schoolboy,
for I'd come late to Latin in any case, since
an introduction back in sixth grade,
nothing amounted to more than hearsay.
Then I acquired some more later on, yet not in
an overheated classroom some winter morning
but rather, warm in bed, beside you
clasped by the Latin you'd always loved, in
the way we're told vernaculars best are studied
in undemanding, intimate pedagogy,
you answered all the simple questions
sending me back to old Suetonius
and Robert Graves and others for all the raunchy
and easily retold imperial scandals,
and all the while the scraps of grammar,
stories of syntax—a kind of folklore—